If i Could Only Just...

If I could only just

I make perfect sense to me,
I have since antiquity;
But, from your view I'm not so sure I do.

...And, as I see, at times, I cognitively confound you.

So,
Allow me to understand the diligently deep thoughts

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That swirl within your head;
The ones that don't come out as I suppose I think they should,
or could, or even would,
As you attempt to make sense of me...                                 

If I could only just
dive into the well of
your swirling thoughts
I am sure it would be a beautiful "Starry Night"
Playfully darting above an oasis of love.

And
I playfully imagine Somewhere inside that heaven
      the idea of us was born

          on the back of a renegade turtle.

Gaze from behind those chestnut brown eyes for 
A greater comprehension of 
your view of 
MY obscurity
Amidst the "Ninth Wave" of my soul...

Oh,  If I could only Just...​